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Where I’ve Been & Blogmas? ♡ Tea Time with Blair

Hello my Vintage Darlings!

It sure has been awhile, hasn’t it? I have to say I truly did miss writing and interacting with fellow bloggers & followers. Sadly though, I simply had to step away these past few months. As much as I adore blogging and desperately wish to achieve my goals with this blog, I just wasn’t in the right head space to put out the quality content that I dreamed of.

The last post I made was right around the time where my anxiety was worsening and the depressive episodes I’ve often found myself in were getting longer. I just couldn’t pull myself out of the darkness no matter how hard I tried.

I had so many delightful blog ideas, but every time I would even think about sitting down to write them, my chest would start feeling tight and suddenly it would feel like I was drowning and I needed an escape. Unfortunately this feeling started sticking around daily, along with the thoughts of self doubt.

Without going into too much detail, because I really don’t wish to dwell on the sad, I stopped doing everything I love. I wasn’t getting out of bed, wasn’t getting dressed up or doing my makeup, wasn’t doing any kind of self care, I had zero energy, and I wasn’t really eating. In fact I dipped down around 80lbs in March/April.

It’s been several months of a downward spiral.

I needed some kind of positivity in my life. Any kind of shining light to pull me out of this.

Recently I’ve found something to help a bit with my anxiety. It’s still there and it still needs time to fully help, but I’m happy to say I’ve had my inspiration back lately!

Which is the whole point of this blog post! With it officially being the holiday season and having so many blog ideas, I delighted to say I’m back to blogging regularly and I’ve even decided to do Blogmas this year.

I’ve already got the first week of Blogmas drafted and plenty more planned out already. I’m just absolutely bubbling over with excitement like a glass of pink champagne!

I’m also extremely elated to come back into the blogging community to catch up on all of your posts as well as find new blogs to fall in love with!

I really hope all you Loves enjoy what I have to offer and please don’t ever hesitate to drop your own links in the comment section!

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